Wednesday, January 8, 2014

A New Year

I wrote a long, heart-spilling post the other day but I have since taken it down. Perhaps I wasn't ready yet. Obviously I haven't blogged in a while but I intend to pick it up again soon. Life has been complicated and challenging lately, to say the least. I've been fighting a lot of inner demons and dealing with a lot of life's harsh realities. That doesn't mean I'm not going to pick myself up and keep going. I do believe everything happens for a reason. And I believe the best is yet to come. I have to keep believing those things. There's no other option.

I am flawed. Sometimes I suck at handling my own life. Sometimes I do the wrong things and say the wrong things. Sometimes I eat Christmas cookies for breakfast...and lunch. Sometimes I sit in my sweatpants all day and watch Parks & Rec reruns. Other days I'm Leo on the Titanic...freaking king of the world. You just never know. You never know what each day has in store, how you're going to feel, and who's going to walk in or out of your life. The point is don't stop believing it's going to get better. Journey doesn't like it when you stop believing.

2013 was weird. It was messy and complicated. But it's over. So for me, this year is about starting over, picking up my messes and being true to myself. Something amazing is just around the bend.

2014 - give me all you got.


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